I cried over an english muffin and that wasn’t the worst part of my week.
Shoutout to goth girls with ticklish tummies. Gotta be one of my favorite genders.
Climbing For The Moon
Watercolor on Black Paper
2023, 9"x 12"
Purple Clematis Blossoms
yves olade slaughterhouse: “sugar apple” \ hussein chalayan
I want to feel wanted
There are days where I feel like I’m in this relationship for the wrong reasons.. maybe we both are. Is it selfish to want a cuddle and a cheeky kiss?
But there are so many pieces missing. I want more than thins. I don’t feel a spark anymore.. and that really makes me sad.
Thinking of what I have and what I want, I don’t know how to feel. He could give it to me, but he’s in his own way.
I’m my own biggest critic, and he is his. But that hinders is from getting closer. I want to see more change. But why am I trying to change him?
I feel like I’m being over protective of him. I want him to want me but I don’t want him to change himself and be uncomfortable.
I’m so confused and I don’t know what I’m going to do and how long I can keep myself going.






















